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| Jul. 7th, 2002 |
05:05 pm | |
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i got group teaching class today...and as usual i'm tense and nervous...piano really isn't too much of my thing...so well i was soo nervous i tripped before i opened the door...didn't really watch where i'm going and got hit by some little boy's umbrella...so then i was there...and i was sooo nervous...i think my piano teacher was gonna slap me any second...she said something quitely but it's strong enough to scare you...so then we all got to play...and every time i sat on that chair i was like...woah play! and then go at an amazing speed and try to finish as soon as possible...and of coz there are tons of mistakes...and the worse thing is there are boys!...damnit...i'm always afraid of boys...especially this one...he wasn't particularly handsome but he had these eyes that can "talk"...and he kept looking around...and he was soo ging...oh my...i'm very afraid of boys...the other guy is a grown-up and he looks more calm...well so i didn't think i did well...in any case...damnit i'm always soo tense and nervous at these situations...oh my...i don't know what to do...shit...
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| Jul. 7th, 2002 |
12:49 am | |
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today's afternoon nap i had a dream about a guy named "Opinion"...i had no idea why his name is Opinion...and i wasn't able to get a glimpse of his face...but i bet he looked a little honest, plus a little play-boy type...ok and he's taller then me...so i dreamt of me having dinner with him and his family at somewhere...then i got hurt and my mom gave me this stupid sprayer which hurt even more...then "Opinion" handed me something like cream and my wound was less worse of coz...then somehow we're in a car...and someone called Ian came and took my soul...i was then feeling losing breath slowly and slowly...and "Opinion" didn't save me of coz...then later somehow i got back my soul...
i don't know...what does this dream supposed to mean...honestly i don't know any guys (except Edwin and two family friends which have migrated to Canada)...i'm not yu qiu bu man right...don't scare me...i always had a thing for boys which protect girls...i mean...we are the weaker ones right...i know we're equal...but i think boys should be gents...not mr. rude...
tell me why i had this weird dream...well actually i have lots of weird dreams...
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| Jul. 5th, 2002 |
10:25 pm | |
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woohoo!:D
*sings in my screechy voice* Happy Birthday to me! Happy Birthday to me! Happy Birthday to me! Happy Birthday to me!
*grins*
thanks sooo much guys!:D i totally and truly appreciate your gifts!:D Everyone...friends in rl and forum friends!:D
Presents-Received List:
Semechah--a stack of very cute paper and a nice b-day card (thanks Semechah:))
Chu Yan--a hand-made bracelet (with me name on) and a pop-up card (oh...thanks soo much...)
Amy--"Guo Zi Wan Ju" two penguin models and we shared the biscuits;) (thanks Amy, i adore them!:D)
Rachel--$100 Page One book coupon!:D (very useful:D i love it!:D thanks Rachel!:D)
Forum Friends--Dee</a>, Denise, Mandy, Nicki, Cass, Reveil, Ria, Edwin, Laura, Sara, Hanna and Thea...they made these really cool gifts...check them out here...http://happybirthdayjanice.sassytiger.com/
i wrote them a message at This and That at the forum...read here...http://pub32.ezboard.com/fsimsistersforumfrm3.showMessage?topicID=997.topic
i couldn't possibly thank everyone of them...their time and efforts...you should look at all of them...:D
Denise> thanks:p writing is the only subject which i'm good at...:p thanks soo much for the doll:D it is amazing...and ging terrific!:D i do wish we could all live closed to each other...:)
(and yes may the USA government get off everyone's business...)
Dee> i hope i didn't use up too much of your bandwidth...coz i kept staring at the screen looking at the great gifts from you guys!:D thanks:D
Reveil> thanks soo much buddy!:D i love the doll!:D and thanks for the confetti!:D
*to every of my buddies:D i love ya guys!:D*
(((big hugs))) *grins*
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| Jul. 4th, 2002 |
11:31 pm | |
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woohoo! tomorrow's my birthday!:D i'm gonna have school in the morning, and after lunch i'm gonna plug the site and maybe a chat with Dee and Nicki too...then i'm on hiatus! *grins* i will pop by some forums and check mail;)
Presents-wanted List:
The Red Mansions of Dreams in Ancient publishing "Wan Tou Lo" by Yisi
well actually i already get presents from my parents a lot already...don't really need more...
Presents-received List:
Rose's Story (from Esther) a nice set of letter and envelopes and a stack of cute prints paper (from Lisa) Eeyore singing plushie (which of coz is Happy Birthday;)) (from my mom)
Wishes for this year:
Better grades World Peace the US government will stay out of everyone's business China will be better and stronger the globe will not be united into one nation our family will be happy:) my brother will bother me less good piano exam results
To-do List during summer:
writing studing the whole F.3 syllabus study maths reading practising piano do some sports
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| Jul. 3rd, 2002 |
07:43 am | |
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I would like you to be Happy - Elva Siu
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you shi hou yin wen ke bi bu shan zhong wen "nei"...ni neng gou fan yi "she bu de" ma? "zui shen mong si" ma? yin wen de ci wei shi zai tai pin fe le...lai lai qu qu dou cha bu dou...ai suan la ba...zhi you na gi bai nian li shi..."zen bi de shan"...zen mo dou hou...yin wen shi gou zhi yu yen...wo zhi wen ye shou de bu cuo ba...:p
hua shou hui lai...jin tian I-H quiz...zan men na la ga di er...ye bu cuo ba...wo men ye bu shi te bei cong ming...
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| Jul. 2nd, 2002 |
08:22 pm | |
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my dad asked me what was the use of dolls...now i don't know what to say...he asked if it's for sims...well obviously it isn't,,,well so i asked him if he could not ask...i don't know whether i should say he cares for me or nosey...:p
well anyways our class got into the finals in the Entertainment Extravanganza...following up is hard work and alot of practices...add oil and good luck my fellow classmates!
i think i'm gonna miss Florence...we're good friends back at P.1 and P.3...she was kinda funny...very nice...i remember the times we played together...teehee;)
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| Jul. 1st, 2002 |
11:26 pm | |
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today's 1stJuly, so happy birthday Jasmine!:D sweet 14!:D
it's also the fifth anniversary of our return to China...and a new five-year term for Mr. Tung...what the hell...
i finished reading "Stars, Moon and Sun" today...it's a great book...really talks about how chinese women sees love...
i think i would be the moon...coz she's very traditional...and i think i am sometimes...
but love doesn't equals to marriage...love is based on itself...two souls of two people together...subconsicenses attracted to each other...
but in the novel...i personally think the main character is not truly loving the girls...just repaying and thanking...:p
i'll have to see how i can dig up that chat log i had with Denise...
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| Jun. 30th, 2002 |
09:13 pm | |
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Open your eyes Open your eyes Open your eyes
Smash the window Hit the glass Kick the frame
Look out to the world Stand out to the grass Reach out to the sky
The world is beautiful But you aren't appreciating it
The world is amazing But you didn't care
The world is wonderful But you locked yourself in your own little well
If this is the last minute of Earth, what would you do?
If this is the last minute of Earth, you'd lay in bed
If this is the last minute of Earth, you'd hide and cry
If this is the last minute of Earth, you'd pray till the last second
If this is the last minute of Earth, i'd breathe the air
If this is the last minute of Earth, i'd smell the flowers
If this is the last minute of Earth, i'll embrace everything that comes
But everyday we face challenges, what shall we do? shall we hide and cry? or shall we embrace it?
shall we be look into it? shall we be foolish? shall we pretend nothing happened? shall we just embrace it?
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i've spend time on figuring myself...and still i'm in my own enigma...sometimes i think i have to be foolish...but i guess i'm lucky that i can still think and breathe...i'll have to embrace everything in life...
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| Jun. 28th, 2002 |
11:57 pm | |
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i was never a perfect human i was never a perfect daughter i was never a perfect sister i was never a perfect student i was never a perfect friend
i wasn't even a good human nor a good daughter not a good sister not a good student not a good friend
but i try my best but i try my hardest but i try to please everyone
but i live for myself but i live becoz of my own mission but i live becoz i have to
the world is not perfect nor is it good
but sometimes life is like that and that is that
i want to make everyone happy but my efforts are too little
i want to make everyone happy but i couldn't do everything
i want to make everyone happy but i couldn't fill everyone's request
i want to make everyone happy but i couldn't give much
however i'm blessed blessed with wonderful gifts blessed with the gift of breathing blessed with the gift of talking blessed with the gift of laughing blessed with the gift of walking
i want to share my blessings but sometimes life forbids
i want to share my blessings but sometimes i can't please everyone
i just want a happy life i just want a happy world i just want to be me
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| Jun. 28th, 2002 |
11:51 pm | |
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i have nothing to say i have nothing to comment i have nothing to do
i just want to cry i just want to shout i just want to close my ear and shut my eyes and rest
i want to walk away i want to lay in bed i want to get rid of all my stress
i just want to sleep i just want to have peace in mind i just want to be myself
but life has forced me to brave against my problems but life has made me strong to see my weaknesses oh if i could be blind when i have to see....see....in to my heart....in to my soul....
i am tired now i am stressed now i am troubled now
i'm puzzled in my enigma i'm puzzled in my dilemma i'm puzzled with life i'm puzzled with myself
have you ever thought of jumping off the roof top?
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| Jun. 28th, 2002 |
08:29 pm | |
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we did geog project today...it was ok at first...we had to make a model of Peng Chau...so we traced the island, cut it, and stuck it together...it's of cardboard paper and we think it looks great...so then we head out to get extra materials...but then someone suddenly said our model is not nice and we should redo it with some kind of wood...now what the hell...so we grumbled...why didn't she tell us first?...not until we've worked several hours right...i know we couldn't please everyone...but i never thought our hard work is gonna be repaid by such a comment...we cut and stick and all that...sore fingers...hard work...maybe i am wrong i don't know...damm it...
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| Jun. 28th, 2002 |
02:30 pm | |
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Miss Congeniality - Miriam Yeung
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i'm doing project at Lisa's place...worse then what...well not a real mess yet...:p they're sticking with UHU...so i'm gonna get some time off first...well so i stick a bit...now they're *arguing* about some stuff...big mess...
so i finally got an account at fateback with the name of Haha Hehe Hoho...cool yeah...so our site's opening is gonna be announced at 5thJuly:) i hope everything goes ok...coz Brinkster totally messed up...
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| Jun. 27th, 2002 |
11:03 pm | |
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my dad's using the washroom so i'm gonna write my journal...i want to be serious tonight...so now i'm gonna write some serious business...:p
so there's this woman who's gonna be in the government soon...and the reporters asked her does it make her feel embarrased coz her ex-husband used to work in the government...and she just said calmly it's nothing, and they're asking like they did to celebs...
i think she's very polite...it shows that reporters today somehow focus on someone's private life, and not their working ability....especially women...
do you think the reporters are gonna care about how the queen work or her private life?
how come people today are like this? nosey?...oh...can't we do something more useful and good? if we spent all our energy on being nosey at caring for poor children and helping third-world countries...it would be soo much better...
and celebs just work...not sell their private lives...but they depend on us...oh well...life's not too beautiful...
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| Jun. 26th, 2002 |
10:36 pm | |
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i waited an hour for dinner...my mom probably should have called and told us she's busy...obviously she didn't and i hungered for an hour...
i had to wait for two hours today for my friends to finish watching WorldCup so we can talk about Geog project...fine. so i spent that two hours dolling...and wishing fateback is gonna send that damn password over...and of coz it didn't happen...however i did two pikats...
so well we finally talked for forty minutes of rubbish...total rubbish...we couldn't focus on geog and kept talking about other stuff...and this and that...so it's a whole mess...they kept laughing at me and my ideas...which i expected...but still it's worse to hear about it...i should have gone to Park'n'shop instead...so in the end i slammed the phone...
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| Jun. 25th, 2002 |
09:27 pm | |
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*mad*
how could Germany win?! damn their luck...shit!
poor South Korea...i think they played really really really well...it's just that they lacked a little experience...poor South Korea...total and full support! i especially appreciate their goalie and no.22...they are really good players...
damn that no.13 of Germany...glad he can't play the final...
the South Koreans has soo much spirit...they cheered throughout the whole competition...that german fan only stood up once to wave the flag...
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| Jun. 25th, 2002 |
04:11 pm | |
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new update on the site...i got the tagboard...but fateback hasn't sent me the password...i'll give it a day or two more...if still it doesn't work then i'll find some other hosting...:p well but someone offered to host us...so we still have a last solution...:p
things left to deal with: -uploading -email addy -forum
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| Jun. 24th, 2002 |
03:29 pm | |
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Livin' on a Prayer - Bon Jovi
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i'm nearly done with the site...things left:
-tagboard -email addy -forum -bios -bases
yeah then it'll be ready to go...i want to get things done before my birthday:p...
we had this talk at school today...and it's really interesting...that guy talked about a woman called Eve, who had three sides...and some other cases...really interesting...kinda scary too...*shudders*
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